You know how I was madly in love with a certain boy known as Seth Eckert? Well, I have news.

LOVE SUCKS

Where should I start? When I heard Jason tell me the devestating news, or when I was partnered with Seth for dancing. I think I'll start at the beginning.

McKayla (also known here as ) was absent yesterday because she was really sick, and when PE rolled around, that's when everything went bad.
I was partnered with Seth for an Italian dance we had to learn, and in the middle of the dance, he announced to his friend Jason that it was 'bad news'. In the end, I ran to my friends Tyler-Jones, Mikayla, and Sophia, and that's when Jason ran up to me, and this happened;

"Yeah, you know how I said Seth's madly in love with you? He doesn't like you anymore. He said he wants to kill himself and hates you."

Then Tyler, Mikayla and Soph all started yelling at him, and I played the 'so? I don't care if he hates me or not' card.
For the rest of the day, I was in physical and emotional pain. And, even though it sounds corny, it felt as if my heart was aching. Everytime I thought of him, some shock raced through my body and I hurt. I complained about it to McKayla when I got to my grandmother's and I got this reaction;

"What!? How could he say such a thing? That little fucking bastard!"

I called her also when I got to my mom's house and we talked a little before we read Kokology (the game of self-discovery). One game we came across was asking about the last three break-ups we had. McKayla, being the sweetest person in the world like always, noticed my voice cracking and said we didn't have to do it. We skipped the question and read others.
After she hung up, that's when the waterworks began. I started crying hysterically in bed. I just curled up underneath the covers in a ball and sobbed. I tried saying his name, but I started choking on the 'eth'. It was horrible.
Today was a little better, and my pain has subsided. I'm just glad I'm feeling okay right now.
That's all, good-bye.

Oh, yeah. I also say happy birthday to Olivia on the Tails and Cosmo Shrine, for she was born on Valentines' Day. I hope you have a good one with your husband, Olivia.